THE MATH: (Juno + Capricorn) TRINE (Lilith + Gemini) = A Fucking Matter

THE WEAVE:

“Evelyn, not Eve,”

Lilith mutters to herSelves.

Arachne has tapped the line, she takes

notes… “They were meant to
name me, Evelyn, after
my Mother's Mother, but
they couldn't choose
a consistent nick-name:
Eevie, or Evy.

My Father did not
want to call me
what he calls his Mother
-in-Law, and my Mother

did not like the Sound of Eevie.
And nick-names fucking Matter,
when you're Irish-American.
So they named me

Lilith, instead, after
an AFAB Australian toddler,
my Father met, and was
smitten with, in the environment

in which I was conceived.
They tracked my Mother's
cycle, in hopes to make me
Woman.  X-carrying sperm

live longer.  You fuck early on,
and let the Y's die out.
You have to wait, if you want to
make a Woman.  "Have a daughter,

and you will never be lonely,"
was a line my Father Loved
to say, when I was in puberty.
He can sleep, without me.

AnyWays, they named me Lilith,
to call me Lili, and then
Lilibean, and then just
Bean, so, it doesn't
fucking Matter."

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