THE WEAVE:
Lilith calls her brother
for advice. She leaves a voicemail…
"I Love you," the handiboi emails me, between berating me. I make him feel, he tells me, "worse than anyone has ever made him feel." But I have not even said anything. I've been minding my fucking business. He tells me, he will not respect my boundaries, because I alWays assumed he would break them, so Now he is. Daddy weaponizes Love. He wants me to say it, in therapy. More than anything, he is irked, that I do not believe. I let the Word fall into the empty space, and sleep. I will not tell a man how he does, or does not feel. But I will tell you, once I thought I was in Love with a man named Lucifer. I told him, and he said, "Thank you," and he told me, "You did not grow into who I thought you would be." And I realized, I hated mySelves, for All the Times I betrayed mySelves in the name of Love."
Planetary Signatures 