THE MATH: (Mean Lilith + Venus CONJUNCT Cancer) = be alOne.
THE WEAVE:
…Lilith keeps on
scribbling…
"Who did you choose
over me? Is the question
I am tortured
by," Handi-Hyde
asks me. I chose
mySelves, HandiOne.
I sleep alOne, and fuck
no One. I've been
alOne, for so many years,
I'm Now immune
to the desperation
that comes with loneliness.
Like I would settle
for your enslavement,
just to escape the pain
of it. From Time to Time,
I open my Heart,
but I have more
Self respect than to make
an offering of it
to someOne who hates me,
just so I don't have to
be alOne."