THE WEAVE:
Lilith watches
the Moon enter Leo…
"I haven't been on birth
control, since I was 22.
And if I am paying attention,
I can feel the egg
thread itSelf, through
the tiny fucking tube.
If I'm a healthy weight,
my boobs will grow
a whole cup size,
when I'm 'peaking' in week 2.
Estrogen, makes you
juicy for the boys,
before it makes you
mind-numbingly depressed,
as it spills into your bloodstream,
and progesterone takes over.
Do not pick a fight with me,
the week before I bleed.
I will sacrifice you
to my GXDZ. The Night
before I shed, I know
because my womb
will ache. The first Day,
is like a grace
period. The second Day,
is like a karmic payback
for those I've slain
in my 'pick a fight' phase.
SomeTimes, it's Light.
SomeTimes, my uterine
lining rakes it's fingernails
across the walls, as it is dragged
out of it's cave. I have
never missed a bleed,
since I started having them.
It doesn't matter how
stressed, or how skinny
I get. I don't know
if that means I'm fertile,
or a daemon. Women tell me,
I don't have 'child
bearing hips', but they alWays
compliment me on my cherry
chapstick.
The ache is on.
The Moon soon new.
A bloody One, from me,
to you."