THE MATH: (True Lilith + Cancer) OPPOSITE (Pluto Rx + Capricorn) =him for All he is
THE WEAVE:
Lilith speaks
to Love itSelf…
"tHere is a man
I Love, who is
scared to accept it,
because he thinks
I might try to take
him for All he is
worth, and he only thinks
he's worth 100 dollars.
He thinks I'd shred him
to bits, just to have
kindling, for a Fire.
He tells me I am chump
change, like coins
you find in the gutter.
I know him Well
enough, to tell you,
he'll read this, and think
about writing a poem
mocking the idea,
that he is scared,
by mocking me, and Love
itSelf. "Dangerous," he says,
"We're dangerous, and
I don't think I'd last."
Like a high-school boy,
losing his virginity. Like I care
about that. It's weird
to believe, in a Heart
you can't See. "I know
you," I told him, when
I met him, in the Library.
He chose not to remember
me. So I let him go,
but he keeps coming
back to me, and somehow
he thinks, we won't last.
But I know I'll See him
Here, tomorrow,
at the crazy-glue
clock. He broke it, to make
sure he could stop
Time, and I could never
leave. And I don't care
anymore, if he ever
sends Love back
to me. That's not the point
of Loving a body.
I'm not embarrassed.
I'm not wounded.
I'm not scared.
If All I am is
a copper coin, I would melt
for him, but I can't be
burned -and I'm pretty
good, at conducting
electricity. Watch out!
I might Love you
until the Day
you die, and what a danger
that would be."