THE MATH: (True Lilith + Leo) TRINE (Jupiter Rx + Aries) = idea. Once, I dated
THE WEAVE:
…Lili di’ Amore speaks…
If you never ask
the woman out,
you can never fail
at Love. It's a nice
idea. Once, I dated
a man, from Alabama.
I liked his drawl,
and the Way he kissed
me, like he was
hungry. He asked me
to go to a wedding
with him. "I think
my friends would be
proud of me, to have you
on my arm." Like I was
a trophy. He was a Leo.
I said OK, and then
I thought about it,
and I said no. He told me,
I was a waste of Time.
Last year, I ran into him
at a coffee shop. I was
walking my sister's dog.
Uranus was
square Venus that Day,
so, I wasn't surprised,
but he was.
The Night before,
he fought with his Now
ex-girlfriend.
"I said some brutal things,
and she poured a bag
of dogfood, All over
my bedroom floor."
He started crying.
He said, "I'm sorry.
I alWays cry, when I talk
to you." I said, "It's fine.
Everybody does."
We walked our pups
around the block.
I said, "You know,
I get angry too." He laughed,
and said, "I know, and I'm sorry
for what I said to you."
I wanted him to stop
apologizing, so I said,
"It's OK." And he wanted
to See me again, so
he asked me if he could.
But forgiveness
isn't the same,
as wanting to try
again.