THE MATH: (Lilith + Leo) OPPOSITE (Sun + Pluto CONJUNCT Capricorn) = I am next
THE WEAVE:
…Lilith whispers
in the Dark…
"Conspiring, they say
Life might be
conspiring to give
me, everything
I want, if only
I could stop
trying to control
the entire process.
Do I know what I want?
Once, I had
peace and quiet,
yet it was not
enough. Once I had
Love and devotion,
yet still I gnawed
with thirst. Once
I had freedom
and I dreamed
of containment.
I no longer
trust these desires
of the Heart- A series
of experiences. Waves
go up and down.
So give me, Dear
Universe, the Life
I am next
meant to live,
and I will do
what I have learned
to do. I will
make honey
from it."